Thursday, January 19, 2012

Really really

So apparently I am work for practically free!?!  More bullshit to stress over.

This sucks

I've fallen back into my hole.  I want to go back to bed and stay there forever.

Sunday, January 15, 2012


Be gracious to me, O LORD, for I am in distress; my eye is wasted from grief; my soul and my body also.

Psalm 31:9 (ESV)

Friday, January 13, 2012

Not forgotten

Next week my child would have been 1! 1 year old and Gizmo is not here. It really pisses me off. I'm pissed this week. Just not a happy camper for multiple reasons. Why is my child gone? Man these anniversaries/birthdays really get to me. Christmas wasn't terrible but Wednesday is going to be bad. Whatever it's bullshit. I'm sick of continuing to pretend like I'm okay. I'm not okay. I'm still not okay.