After the D&C, I went to spend a couple days with my mom. After a couple I went back to work. I had to get my mind off what had happened. When I left work the week before, I was pregnant and now I was not. It's very hard to wrap your head around that.
Fast forward to now. It's been 4 months since I lost my baby. Time flies by. I have bad days and good days. I get angry, mad and sad. I still don't understand why this happened to me. Everyone says something was wrong with the baby, or things happen for a reason. It's all crap!!!! My baby died plan and simple. It's going to take me a long time to get over this. Each day is a challenge just to keep it together.
This is my story in a nutshell. I hope to expand on some of my feelings during these past few months and the days surrounding my loss and surgery.